My husband Mark and I had been through countless struggles trying to become parents.
After years of grueling infertility treatments, we made the decision to adopt.
Every step of the adoption process felt like a test of patience, as we navigated interviews, home visits, and endless waiting lists.
There were days I thought it might never happen for us, that I’d never get to hold a child in my arms.
But then we found him—Sam, a sweet, wide-eyed boy with ocean-blue eyes that felt like they were looking straight into my heart.
He was three years old, and I instantly knew he was meant to be ours.
Mark and I went together to meet him at the adoption agency. As we walked down the hallway, my heart felt like it might burst with anticipation and a touch of nervousness.
“Are you nervous?” I asked Mark, clutching a tiny blue sweater I’d picked out just for Sam.
Mark laughed it off, but I could see the tension in his face. This was a huge step, and we both knew it.
When we finally entered the room where Sam was playing, he looked up with those incredible eyes and smiled shyly.
I knelt down to his level, my voice barely more than a whisper. “Hi, Sam. I’m your mom. Do you want to come home with us?”
He reached for my hand, and in that tiny, tentative grip, I felt a connection that words can’t fully describe.
Mark stood beside me, his face softening as he watched. It felt like the beginning of a beautiful new chapter.
The drive home was quiet, Sam holding a stuffed elephant we had brought for him.
Every now and then, he’d make small, trumpet-like noises, imitating an elephant, and Mark would chuckle from the front seat.
I watched them together, my heart swelling with joy. After years of longing, our family was finally complete.
Once we got home, I started setting up Sam’s room, organizing the toys and clothes I had carefully picked out for him.
Mark offered to give him a bath, wanting to spend some one-on-one time with him, and I thought it was a wonderful idea. I listened to them talking and laughing down the hall, feeling overwhelmed by how perfectly everything seemed to be falling into place.
Then, just as I was folding Sam’s pajamas, I heard Mark shout. “WE HAVE TO TAKE HIM BACK!”
His voice was shaking, and he came bursting out of the bathroom, pale as a ghost.
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